this new xanga is crazy!!!! I just signed on to look though my old shit and wow....

thats it just wow. I think im the first one to sign on in years!! reading my old shit is like a class A soap opera (hate soap operas)!!! Some shit is hilarious, others, ridiculous!! I seriously cant believe i could even remember how to sign on. I tried like a year ago and it didnt work cuz i couldnt remember my sn or ne thing!

The only reason y I am even posting is that I am hoping that brittany(you know who u are) will read this. I was reading though our old shit and its really sad...we slowly talked to each other less and less each comment saying that we need to get to gether but now we havent spoken in years!!!!!!! I dont know what happened between us, I dk if you were pissed at me or what but i was under the impression that you didnt want to talk to me ne more. I didnt even know that you tried to get ahold of me until I read your last comments to me. I had no idea, didnt know that u moved until months later and i def didnt know that you tried to get ahold of me and give me your # b4 you moved. I thought the opposite was going on i called u and i thought u werent returning my calls which is y i stopped. I dont even know where u live now or your # so i wanted to get ahold of u but have no idea how...i dk if u actually were pissed at me or if u care but it really sux that we arent friends ne more and i am sry if i did something wrong w/e it was.

anyways, I dont care about ne one else who is on this site or whom i used to talk to on it I just though maybe you would read this some day or hopefully i will finally get ahold of u.

will this work cuz this new xanga is crazy

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Hey, Im here and still kicken lol. im kinda pissed.....just ppl....shit has kinda sucked lately, but its getting better. my life has been changing a lot lately. some good some bad. too much crazy shit going on for me......

i saw jake the other day...he seemed kinda cracked out...lol. at walmart of all places!

ppl r fucked up...they always want shit.....favors...then the one time u need them they arent there..im not doing shit for ne 1 ne more.......................(no I am not refering to jake)

I got really high the other day....dont know what encouraged me.....maybe the lack of excitement in chester town. w/e Im outta here asap.

Im not upset im just in a bad mood. (for the record)

on a more positive note..........

I started college...I thought that was a little ironic lol.....I actually like it....Its way better than shitty ass high school...I met a lot of new people...Terry goes there too lol. Hes gonna be famous seriously. well,  Im actually doing good in all my classes with the exception of math...well I am passing...not good enough to get in the nursing program though....well ill just have to work on it.

lol the other day when I said I got really high...I went home and typed an english paper and in the morning it was so funny!!! the shit I wrote I dunno what the hellI was talking about or where the hell it came from. I had to fix it before class lol. it made no sense. (for the record, I still dont smoke. I just felt like it that day)

im done....w/e bitch

hello everyone...notice that no ones here.....(akward silence)

so anyways Im bored so i figured Id tell ya what Im up to ...hahah I just saw a commercial on Tv and the guy was like in this hippy van and hes like "OMG WERE GETTING PULLED OVER, EVERYONE TRY TO ACT NORMAL!" it was hillarious! trust me.... so all I really do these days is work and hang out w/ pete really...I dont have time for much else..no parties...brit we need to hang out...it sux though cuz the spare time that I do have I dont really have enough time to actually do anything fun...not even w/ pete really...but w/e they cut my hours at the nursing home..which I am really pissed about cuz now I will have no money and nothing to do!!!!! YAY!!! well maybe ill have more to do. I am suppoesed to be hanging out w/ my new friend karesha some time soon and she likes to party so that would be fun.. omg it was hillarious there we were sitting in the nursing home w/ old pp(thats where i work) and she found a piece of weed stuck in her cell phone!

I need to get ahold of keisha...I finally have her # but I dont really want to call her bfs house...but w/e ill get over it....Omg I want weed really bad right now...wtf do i change my mind every 5 mins or what...well as you know me and mary jane have been going thew some hard time but I am finally starting to think that it will blow over...

I really want to find some time to hang out w/ friends...I think my licence it the answer

Me and Pete are doing really good...I really love him but i kind a miss the freedom of being spontanious...I mean I have to call him and make plans before...I just miss being able to take off in the middle of the and hang out w/ ppl or w/e...but hes worth it..ill figure this shit out..

well g2g

hey ppl!

well ive been good except for I have Mono...it sux I keep sleeping...and I have balls in my throat!!! Not those kind pervs.....

Im waiting for sheena to get back and she better because we are suppoesed to go tanning and i gave the bitch 5 bucks earlier so she better bring me.

kristian was crazy last night he tried to throw a pool ball at my head!!!! and he threw it really hard to cuz when it hit the wall it made a big bang....dont ask me y he threw it though...

well im bored to im done now...